Nothing Is Imposibble...=]

I feel scary...
I scare my chooses are wrong...
I scare the all things are not like my imagine one...
I scare......cause I don't want lose it......
But I know got somethings are not control by us...
So...If really not like my imagine one, I will accept it...After all...I learn more things about the emotion...At least, I know how to 'put down' already...

Tonight, I got a flight...Is from Miri to KK...
And tomorrow got a flight to Taiwan from KK...
I don't know...I'm not really happy and excited...maybe...? maybe no maybe......just the time pass already... XD

When I still in the Singapore...
I got go the banquet with my relative and cousin...
That not only a banquet, it also got auction somethings like wine and some picture to some "boss"...And this activity is for help some students of a school, for tuition and breakfast...
For me...it's really very shock...waa...that boss really got many money and no place to use it le...hahahahaha~! They call $1000 like RM10...haiz...Of course the "boss" include my mother's brother...wuu...shock me that time...First time he call $1000 to buy a cheap wine...? Owhh....and after that, he call $ 2500??? Waaa....aiyoyo...but I don't have join them, hahahaha...I eat my food, cause one table need $2000 leh...so all of you know what food is it le bah?? Haahaha... But his wife not really can eat the food loh, she seeing my mother's brother the whole night...Hahaha!
And until finish, they got sell the singapore sweep...one envelope got 10 piece sell $88...==''' of course my mother's brother got buy one loh...and he give me one piece...Hahahaha!! it's my hope leh!! my dream car~ my dream phone~ my dream laptop~!! Owhh~ all are in the sweep there le...Hahahahz!! My mother's brother said...if attain le give he some, don't want go take the money alone...hahahaha~ Of course! The first prize is $ 2.2 million leh...hahahaha~ of course give him some lah...hahahahaa~ but the chance maybe just got 0.00000000001.... and I'm not a lucky person...haiz... so I tell renee if I attain le I will give her RM1000...Hahahaha!
After that, I back my big aunt's home and contact with my mum, I tell my mum her brother call $1000 for a cheap wine and my mum say he like his face lah...they cut him like a "water fish"...Ahahahahaha!!
I think my sweep is important leh, but why when I back my home nobody think it is important leh??? hahahahaha! maybe want attain really impossible...but..."nothing is impossible"...by bryan...hahahahaha! He always says this..."nothing is impossible.." ==''' Hahaha! maybe...cause I got 0.000000000001 chance is possible....=] Hahaha! maybe that day I'm lucky till attain...?
Then my dream car........."Vios sportivo"~~~Hahahaha!
That day we ( mother's brother, cousin, cousin's dad and I) watching the car...and I saw it...I sit inside and my mother's brother said I'm pretty when I sit inside the car, and cousin's dad said the car is match with me...Hahahaha! so how can I don't buy it if I attain...? Hahaha~! It's really nice~ I like it!
It draw date is Wednesday, 7 April 2010...Hahahaha~! Maybe...??? because it's near with my birthday mah....Hahahaha~! but if don't have I also won't how lah, I know the chance is very distant and indistinct...=] I know it just for fun...